fkboy poetry
i like you but i
don’t really want to
commit              

                              you understand right
             hope i didn’t          break your heart
think
i love
not that i can’t pick up                 other girls you know
but
                                                     don’t make me
think i miss you         what 
are we
                          want to 
fuck

just don’t           have time for you

why do you keep        why 
                            can’t you                     just need to put 
myself first you know
                                          need to go find myself
i’m busy

well i 
apologize for never meeting         your expectations                   
guess my words         
                                                      aren’t enough for you
think the problem is
me                   not you

                                                it’s all
             me all my fault you

             can’t
do this           can’t it’s so hard
                                            thought you of all people
would understand

your love is just not enough
                         for me anymore
       
you deserve someone better                maybe in 
a few years time
                                                think you 
changed too much
for me






hey it’s been 
awhile 
                                                         
how are you [1]



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[1] words stitched to / fluorescent strips / blue screen humming still / my hands / welded to the tabletop / fingers spread and / spelling out a / wet dream / these eyes / searching for dust / all clumsy / with want.